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Sunday, January 07, 2007

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 05:17:22 GMT

I hate this life that I'm living,
And all the lies, I'm living it by.
But now I guess that doesn't matter,
Because to you, I'll never be better than her.
Now I'm crying day after day,
As I live in this life that I hate.
They say, "pain is how you know you're alive",
Even though I wish I could just commit suicide.
I feel so guilty for not being there,
But the fault belongs to the pride that we share.
I wish I could go back into time,
Back to when I thought you were mine.
So now I have to face the cold reality,
That you never ever really loved me...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 05:16:28 GMT

I Watched Her As She Cut
And Didn't Think She Had The Guts
But I Guess She Did
She Cut Then Hid
Now Her Life Is Gone
But I Must Stay Strong
I Promised Her I Would Not Leave
We Kissed And Then She Started To Bleed
As I Began To Cry
I Just Remembered I Didn't Say Goodbye
Forgive Me Please, I Cannot Stay
Though I Have Since That Day
"Too Much Pain I Cannot Bear"
She Said Crying, Then "Will They Really Care?"
So As I Lay Here Crying And Bleeding
I Can Almost Hear You, Silently Screaming.